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The past few days, we we're okay.

We laugh and we tickle each other.

We we're OKAY.

Then yesterday while having dinner, she said something that was over the line.

The scene was like this: We were having dinner while watching t.v. Apparently, he was always telling his girl that he loves her. Probably, the girl character kept on confirming or didn't believe. Then guy said "What do you want me to say!? That I don't love you?! Then fine! I DON'T LOVE YOU! Okay??!"

It was after this line that she said, "I wonder when *toot* will say that to you? (with a big smile on her face"

I reply: "You are the most inconsiderate mother I know on the planet." (pissed)

And then she laughs and says "Well, I would be so happy if he tells you he doesn't love you." (still with a freaking big smile on her face)

That was it. I walked out of the room, left my food, went into my room, locked the door and cried. How can my own mother wish for something that terrible?! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. That was the most painful thing she could ever say to me. Or wish for me.Every time she would say something about my boyfriend that seems like she's trying to piss me off, I shrug it off because I know she's doing it on purpose. What's the point if I get pissed? It's not like it would do me any good. But this instance, hearing something like that from her was.... Just plain... CRAP. I don't know what else to feel for her. I don't know if I'd ever appreciate her again.